The Structure of Spontaneity

Blogging…  something that I never thought I would do.  I have come up with three reasons why I should probably just quit now while I’m ahead.  First, I am definitely not a woman of words.  I really envy those people who can take a small topic, and turn it into the most intriguing story one has ever heard.  I deal with numbers, not words.  I’m straight to the point, not verbose.  It’s 1-2-3, not A-B-C.  I understand that a blog is just supposed to be an outlet for your brain and thoughts – but that’s how I think!  It’s simple, not complicated.  If I’m really going to go forward with this blog, I’ve have got to work on the words.

The second reason that I should probably not even start this blog is because my life is not all that interesting!   Yes, I do have moments of excitement here and there – like exciting vacations with my best friends, or hilarious moments from the night on the town.  Don’t worry – those will probably all end up in the blog.  But beyond that, my life consists of workout, work, Denali, and sleep!  I’m just a good ol’ West Texas girl in the big city of Houston, launching her career in the oilfield and enjoying life.  Sometimes a young man comes into my life, but the shelf-life of those boys these days hasn’t been much longer than a month.  When there’s not a man in my life, I’m usually thinking about and longing for the one that got away.  So why would anyone really one want to read my blog?

And lastly, I have got to be the most undisciplined person when it comes to personal activities that take time.  I very seldom read books or watch movies, unless they are part of a social activity.  My time is so valuable to me – why should I waste it on things that result in no gain or value?  Even activities that have value – like working out or studying for the GMAT – I have a hard time staying on task.  I literally have learned only a dozen words of Polish and I have had Rosetta Stone for four months now.  Seriously.  A blog has got to be the biggest waste of time… sitting in front of a computer spilling my heart and mind through the keystrokes.  And for no one, for that matter!  Perhaps it’ll become a kind of therapy for me.  I don’t have that much stress in my life, but there are things that I want to ponder and expound upon. 

And that’s just the point.  A blog is a blog.  Who cares who reads it, and who cares how interesting it is.  And if I go four months without a blog – it won’t matter because no one will be missing it!  Perfect.  There are too many funny stories and wonderful people in my life not to take the time to write about them.  So here it goes – here I go – here we go.  My first blog… The Structure of Spontaneity.